Let’s EAT..... and TALK
Mar 31, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RRKsl0IJsk

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welcome to everybody everybody rock your
body I don't want to get deep mom Tyson
anyways um yes yes mom I'm I'm actually
I'm actually cleared up like I can
actually breathe oli is bringing me some
lunch here in a minute he is making me a
sandwich so excuse the fact that I'm
gonna be eaten well we're chitchat but
that's what happens when you haven't
eaten for a while and all of a sudden
get really hungry that's like okay time
to eat um so anyways uh my laptop goes
flying so that I would just chitchat
with you guys for a few and check in
with you all so this morning I woke up
feeling pretty good but um I woke up
with a really bad headache now I don't
know why I woke up with such a bad
headache I can't really determine what
is going on but yeah um and I did want
to let you guys know I did replace my
batteries today in this stinking scale
excuse the noise
like sitting here looking I have a
neighbor that's doing yard work and I
have another neighbor that is working
must be in his garage or something sigh
here like grind didn't a whole bunch of
fun stuff I'm like oh come on over and
do my yard next anyway we're not yard
people well I don't have a backyard but
I have a walkway on the side of my house
it's pretty bad
but anyways I did replace my batteries
and my weight my scale and you guys I am
so clearly off right now like I really
don't know what to believe so I think
I'm believing the numbers that I seen
today which would be 437 so I like I
told you guys I got on the scale off the
scale on the scale off the scale and
it's at 421 but I wait today and I was
like hi you know I think I'm gonna um I
think I'm gonna go ahead and change my
batteries and do all that good stuff you
go baby shrink you thank you anyways so
I got on the scale today and it's at 437
so I'm gonna take that number I've
actually not taking the 421 number um
which means I actually would be up a
pound this week rather than down 15
pounds I think that's more believable
and you know what I'm owning it I'm okay
with it
um again it is what it is I have been
sick and there's no excuse but I haven't
been taking care of myself I have been
eating just kind of blah eating um
and when I say block eating I've been
eating blah um so all he was sweet
enough to make me a spam and egg
sandwich on whole wheat bread with a
little bit of ketchup mm-hmm starting to
make this more of a thing where I'm
eating on camera and you guys normally
not comfortable with people watching me
hence why I really don't go to
restaurants very often
I love eating in the comfort of my own
home so anyways um so I'm gonna take the
number that I seen today rather than the
number I took yesterday I didn't uh
record it just because I was just it was
like a flute thing that I just grabbed
the the skill and was like oh I found
that battery so I changed the boundaries
really quick and called it a day so I'm
taking the numbers 437 over for 21 and
this week was a really poopy week for me
on my eating I so could have eaten
better and so it is what it is we are we
need to go grocery shopping we really
need to go grocery shopping
I have not went grocery shopping because
of being sick I felt like it I haven't
really wanted to do a whole lot of
anything I wanted to try and use up
everything that we have in the house
before it goes bad then before I go and
do another big grocery shop so yeah that
is that so we're just trying to like
play with what we have but last night
oMG you guys mmm I should have recorded
that one dinner was let me tell you bomb
it was salmon and then I wanted to bake
potato I don't know why I want to bake
potato but I wanted to bake potato and I
was gonna have a baked potato so I went
ahead and requested salmon and baked
potato since my husband was like well
why do you want for dinner and he was
gonna make meatloaf and I was just like
not really feeling the whole meatloaf
thing tonight which I'll eat it anyways
if that's what he wants to make because
he was the one cooking dinner but I was
just like really not filling it so I
told him I was like well you know we can
he's like what
doesn't look like you're really wanting
it I'm like really not like I'm just not
really in the zone for meatloaf I was
like I really am like wanting salmon and
my thing is I don't crave fish very
often so my body must be needing some
type of something that comes from fish
because I the salmon melted in my mouth
and it was so yummy that I could not I
ate every bit of my field last night it
was so good
well now behave yourself I'm on camera
don't make me look like anyways the
salmon he cooked it so good and then I
got these from Costco yesterday I didn't
know that Costco carries the case of
water zero so I did pick up these it
comes with three different flavors is
this lemonade and there's some another
flavor I can't remember I was gonna get
the propel purple water but um I decided
to not get it because it is carbonated
and I'm trying to stay away from
carbonated because it does help with my
tummy or it doesn't help with my tummy
so I've been trying to stay away from
that and you all know that I love I love
me some vitamin water and the thing that
I like the most about like the vitamin
water is versus like Gatorade and stuff
like that is Gatorade any of the sports
drinks they have a lot of electrolytes
in it but it comes with a lot of sodium
and I feel like I get really bloated and
I get lots of headaches from them so I
don't drink sports drinks these are my
go-to and they're great for when you
know
you want something a little bit
different than water you can have a
flavored you know vitamin water and it
has zero sugar 100% antioxidant vitamin
C 100% vitamins b5 b6 b12 mag mag and
knees and anti docks at vitamin A and
electrolytes per bottles see Nutrition
Facts for more details nutrients
enhanced water beverage zero calories so
I feel good drinking it I mean I would
rather drink something like that than
drink a soda I don't care if it's diet
soda or not diet soda to me it says zero
on calories and stuff but I guess I
don't personally I I can't I can't go
back to soda if I went back to soda
mm-hmm nope you might as well throw in
the whole towel to my whole progress
because that's the key to just mm-hmm
I feel like if I was to go back to take
soda I've just derailed my entire
program of what I'm trying to do so
mm-hmm nope not having it I would rather
stick with my vitamin waters and I can
have a carbonated water if I really need
it but I've got it so bad like notice
hey it's out of my system because there
are days where I really really really
really struggle because I want of water
or I want a soda
so having that it does help but okay I'm
back I had to finish the rest of my
sandwich I can't eat on camera very well
it's just too uncomfortable I mean once
in a while I don't think it's a bad
thing but I just I hope I give credit to
the ones that can do it though hey not
game shaming it because you know but for
me I just I feel so awkward to eating in
front of my camera anyways so
yesterday we had such a beautiful
wonderful evening it was nice we came
home and had our dinner and we had bath
time and I did a semi ok I don't feel
like there's something on my hijab
anyways um I did a facial on Jeremiah to
help with his acne breakout because oh
and it just like flared up so bad all of
a sudden I mean we were doing so good
and oh I feel so bad because I just I
haven't dealt with acne so I don't know
what it's all about but I don't I mean
all I know is it was Olay Olay is what
it was not a lemn a or whatever I said
the other day it's only so he's been
using that faithfully every single day
he's been washing his face I had a
really good heart-to-heart teenage talk
with him about how you know you need to
start taking care of yourself you're
getting to be a teenager your face is
gonna start breaking out I don't want
your face to have scars you know we
really would like to get him braces but
his dentist said until he starts really
taking care of his teeth that she's not
going to promote getting braces because
he's not hygienic Lee taking care of his
teeth good enough which is really
frustrating because it's like I just
want my baby to have straight teeth and
you know I want him as he's getting
older to feel so good about himself and
to never struggle in this senses that I
struggled in growing up and not fitting
in and you know I mean he's perfect in
all ways but sorry she's out there
clearly throwing a tantrum but her dad's
out there so daddy's on duty
sometimes daddy I don't know who becomes
deaf to it all um but anyways so I just
had a really good
Hart talked with him yesterday about you
know starting take care of yourself and
just you know doing everything you can
to make yourself you know feel good
about yourself when you wake up in the
morning and you're going to school and
you you know you're gaining your friends
and stuff just always trying to to be on
the a-game with what you can do to help
the situation and so I told him if it
continues breaking out really bad it's
mainly down here and then up on one side
of his head I told him that I will just
make an appointment with his doctor and
get a referral to a dermatologist you
know I mean it may have to be that so
and most I see a lot of Islanders have
that type of skin texture so it could
just be his skin you know or the makeup
of his jeans so anyways so that was that
anyways that conversation went really
really well and hopefully we can get to
the bottom of why he's breaking out so
bad just take a note so you all know all
my tumblers are now I've reduced the
prices on them I've posted some up on my
Facebook page and also on my facebook so
to keep an eye out for those but I've
reduced my prices for the 30 and the -
24 ounce tumblers are 25 plus shipping
my 16 ounce plastic tumblers are now 15
plus shipping and my coffee mugs are
also 15 plus shipping so just so you
guys know that there are some changes in
my pricing and I do have some that are
already ready for shipping so I just
want to put that out there just in case
if anybody was warning because I know
I've had a few messages of if I've had
any new tumblers media and I got one two
three four under process right now but I
have
one two three four five six no five
because I just sold one today so six
ready to sells so anyways let's get you
a book reading okay this one's a short
one
February 27th note to self don't be so
hard on yourself
you have enough critics already well I
think that was written straight for me
let's read that one again note to self
don't be so hard on yourself you have
enough critics already and that's so
true like you know beenen on youtube
i've had to learn that i will never ever
ever make everybody happy
i can never live my life for anybody but
for myself and does that mean that I
don't respect people's opinion
absolutely not I do respect people's
opinion I do respect that people have
great great criticism but in a good way
and I take all of that into
consideration so I definitely want you
guys to know that I welcome everybody's
opinions and everything but at the end
of the day I do also have my own opinion
and I have to love myself enough to know
that my opinion also matters and so I
can be easy on myself and know that what
I am doing is OK and that I don't always
have to change everything just because a
few handful of people think it needs to
be changed or whatever and that could go
for my businesses and I could go for my
YouTube channel that could go for my
marriage my mothering might be myself my
weight loss journey I mean just there's
so much that every category there is
going to be a criticize er or criticisms
and you just take them and roll with it
and if it's something that you can
put into play great if not let it roll
off your back and continue knowing that
what you're doing is the right thing and
you know best for yourself and give
yourself credit for knowing what you're
doing is right and not always have to
dissect and guess yourself because
others are out there criticizing your
actions or your motives or anything in
between because it happens today I am
I'm hoping it looks like it's gonna be a
nice day Justin it's not really sunny
but it doesn't have to be sunny but it's
a beautiful day it's not cold or
anything I'm thinking about taking the
kids to the park today again or taking
them to go feed the duckies I would love
to take him go feed the ducks so
originally that's what we were planning
to do yesterday but everything was so
packed because the weather was so nice
and the one park that we sometimes go to
there was no ducks I don't know where
they went but they were like hightailed
out of there
I don't know again if it was because the
traffic was pretty busy around there for
like people and then the other park that
we normally go to we didn't end up
getting over there so I was just like
and it's all right um me and Ollie
talked
oh my gosh you guys like look at this
I'm so excited I have not found one like
this before so as most of you guys know
I do dress I cover modestly to to my own
standards but also for women out there
that don't feel comfortable wearing
actual bathing suits there's a lot of us
women out there that don't want to show
off all of our body parts not that it's
a bad thing but for our own personal
reasons whether it be religious aspects
or just personal aspects or just
self-conscious aspects so anyways I've
been on the hunt looking for a bathing
suit that would fit my standards of what
I want and I got a woman within catalog
before I want to say was day before
yesterday and I go out looking through
it and of course right now bathing suits
are out so they are hot on guard and so
I was looking through their bathing suit
section and look what I found
it is a 3-4 mm oh if that's gonna come
up clear it's a 3/4 quarter length
bathing suit top comes down to like your
mid leg thigh
it has a zipper and it is $98 it's
that's the information on that one right
there but oh my gosh you guys I'm so
excited and then I have another there's
like these ones these shorts that are
kind of longer see st. seems they're
they're like that but I would prefer
something a little bit longer to hide my
inner thigh area so I was talking to
ollie
we're not gonna order it right now we're
gonna hold off just for a little bit
because I'm not gonna join the gym just
yet that is my goal but my goal is to
join the gym by summertime and we have
still a little bit longer before we hit
summer so I told him that we'll just
wait and then when the time is right
then we can go ahead and get the
membership and then go ahead and
purchase that with my pants that I will
my capris that I'm looking for but I was
so excited when I say that I was like
what um so yeah I am soul troll it's $98
for the shirt but it's that's really not
bad when you're talking bathing suits
bathing suits can go up really expensive
so I don't feel that that is really
absurd for the quality and for what I'm
looking for because I you know I I still
want a bathing suit but I want something
that's comfortable that I feel matches
my realistic needs and wants at the same
time and it checks off every one of the
things that I'm looking for so why not
so yeah I was really excited to find
that but today I think we're gonna do
the park thing with the kids or go feed
the ducks I need to finish up my cups
over there that are waiting to be sild
well they're not still till but get
there another coat of epoxy on him so I
can get um vinyl up on him um what else
I think that's it we just you know we're
kind of been hanging around the house
like I said I woke up with a really bad
headache
I just recently took four Tylenol so
that's helped and then I also took an
ibuprofen earlier earlier this morning
but other than that that's my day so
today is Sunday which means it is my
reacting back to comments so I will be
making my separate video for that so you
guys will get to see that here in just a
little bit but I hope you guys are
having a wonderful wonderful day I
absolutely love every one of you guys
you guys are all awesome thank you for
being patient with me as I've been sick
and trying to build back up my momentum
of steam but I just I I think you guys
all for everything that you guys have
been doing for me and all the kind
awesome words Monday I will be
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home no no going home in this chair not
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take care have a render full rest of
your day I'm gonna get to your guys's
comments now and you guys will see them
later talk to you later bye bye
